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我只想说你再不努力，你TMD的会后悔的，等到暑假咱们再看，你TMD别不争气考不上一中，到时候我看你怎么交代，别忘了，特么好多人的希望都在你身上，你要争气，TMD别再玩了，为了他们你要努力！！！

dear ilya :

happy birthday ,do u know what did u do today ??? u just told me :aww ,i wanna poop so bad .

yup,you are just a little poop monster wanna poop everyday ,we say :man made by poop,exactly .

so ,hows your day ? you next of me right now ? do we have a daughter already ? do we have 2million dollar ?

i have so many question to ask you ,hope i could know all the answer right now .

recently i dont feel good :( i feel whole of my body get a little bit swell ,and my eyes also get worse ,am i dying ?:((( 

ohh, almost forget ,am i a famous voice actor already ? do i record any famous steam game ???? do everybody know my name  ??????

awww my dad so annoying ,he just came ask me to download music for him .

how you celebrate birthday ? do i prepare any suprise for u ? i really hope you have a good day ,and ,after read this letter u need to cuddle me and give me a really big kiss 

you still love me the same right ??right ???right ???????????(important thing need to say 3 times )

hahahaha 

love u forever :3 

from: mingbo also wanna poop version 

好吧,我本来想要大笑三声,但是因为写了好几次发现这封信我压根不能写,之后我就笑不出来了.只能现在文档上面写着,但是差点还把电脑给卡死了.哎哟我心里气的啊.额,这不知道是跟谁学来的口头禅,罪过.真的不要再有口头禅了.好吧,我希望我能在今年平安夜的时候收到这封信,不知道那个时候我是什么心情,感觉应该不会比今天更加悲喜交加了吧.哈哈.买饺子的时候啊,外面的大叔多给了我好多饺子,我数不清.好开心的回来,之后就被拒了.同时也悲剧了.当然了,我知道这是我的错,因为我嘛,就是这样子的人,不是自己的东西啊,也要紧抓着不放,不是自己的东西啊,自己拥有过,还不准别人拥有.看来我果然不是一个好姑凉啊.这样的菇凉,我该拿你如何是好呢?

哈哈,答案就在这一段了.首先啊,作为一个妹子,你先学会写一手好字吧.哈哈我本来是想要说会穿高跟鞋的,但是我想想还是算了,这个还是没有一手好字来的炫酷.好吧,好好练字啊妹子.未来的辉煌生活可能还得从你帮别人抄书开始那.好吧,扯远了.咱们先回来.其次啊,作为一个妹子,长相普通,还是希望你啊,可以好好的锻炼身体,毕竟柔弱的妹子虽然找人喜欢,但是你这种不招人喜欢的人要是柔弱的话会让人更加不喜欢的.而且,万一病死了也没人知道呢?悲惨!再说了,锻炼身体顺便也可以让自己的身材变好一点,虽然只有一个人,但是漂亮的裙子还是说驾驭就可以驾驭了.啊哈哈!果然写到这里我已经开心了不少.再次,高跟鞋啊高跟鞋,妹子啊,一定要会穿高跟鞋,一定要学会穿高跟鞋,虽然吧,自己会穿,就是受不了.不是有句话这么说来着,二十岁受不了穿高跟鞋的苦,四十岁都熬不出头.得了,我还是不想成为一个四十岁只会抱怨的老女人.除此之外啊,妹子,你还是要多读点书啊,虽然读书不能给你带来什么直接的经济利益啊啥的,但是你读过的书都会表现在你的身上,哎哟,我的天,什么时候开始的,眼里只有钱了.真心酸,我肯定已经变得好现实了.此处心痛无数次.行了,那个时候说好的要去的内蒙,一定要挣钱去,说好的要学的钢琴,一定要去.说好的想去的地方,妹子你都自己一个人去一遍吧.哈哈,虽然长得丑,但是啊,难免担心有人饥不择食,所以啊,还是学学防身的功夫好啦.没人爱你你就好好爱自己嘛.

没事没事,那些什么的都是浮云啊.是别人的,就让别人带走.大方一点咯,毕竟啊,这就像食堂粉店的那些筷子,好喜欢你也不能拿走啊,那算偷啊孩子.不是你的东西啊,你揣着也不好啊,让主人看见了多尴尬啊,想提醒你拿错了又怕伤你自尊,让你拿走吧心里又不甘心.多不好,让别人为难.

那些过了的人啊,就当他死了哈.活在你心里不好.又疼又占地方.而且啊,离开你,是因为你自己的错,所以也不能怪别人哈.自己好好享受苦果,才能成长.

好了,平安夜应该是和胡tt童鞋一起去解放路搞笑吧,哈哈,希望你笑中有成长.不是你的,不要强求,别犯贱哦.别去打扰别人的生活,丑!被拒绝的时候最丑了!这辈子都不要再有了,OK?

好的,相信你是一个听话的菇凉,已经好好活过来了.嗯咯,现在可以睡了.肩膀很痛,泡脚的水也已经凉了.

哈哈 ,要不去剪个短发,染个色?

what are you feeling?

maybe you can feel a little sadness but no problem you can Give yourself a little faith, it's no big deal ,you can choice you life or repeat read

look at your choice

come on man

smile on your face , believe you self it's not the end of the world year?

you have a lot of someting to do , and you just want to learn computer of knowledge

so you make yourself  optimistic

康康。你收到这封信的时候一-定很 懵逼吧，哈哈哈，你是不是没想到我会给你写了一封这样的信啊，我的康康真的很爱我呢，不知道这个时候我们在干嘛,是不是已经见面了，毕竟啊，我们说好了2021年的二月份见面，我们有没有牵手手，有没有拥抱，还有没有机会一起去看樱花去看日落，你答应我。以后要带我去东北堆雪人的哦。应该是你这个猪想把我丢雪里吧哈哈哈，写信的今天呢我们已经认识一年多了拉，期间分分合合，还好兜兜转转又是你，你也答应我要一直爱我不离开我，但至少现在的我们还在一起。还在相爱如果你收到信的今天我们分开拉，就是你这个小猪食言啦，那这次我们就是真的错过了吧，如果真的分开了，我也很高兴能遇见我的康康，希望我的康康事事顺遂。平平安安，一直幸福，爱你的欢欢，mua~

1，减到135斤

2，学会口琴

3，英语四级高分过

4，总成绩达到前百分之三十

5，每个星期读一本书（也就是45本书）

6，学会基本的维语

7，打好排球，有比赛的能力

8，入门一门编程语言

9，入门ps

现在的我应该已经考完研了～但愿如愿以偿吧  那个时候还会记得现在四月末声刚刚起步的我嚒  开始的迷茫到现在的慢慢适应  每天的每天都在学习  找到了志同道合的小伙伴，因为和室友闹矛盾搞的也很不愉快   12月份的我回想起现在的烦心事儿不知道是何种心情呢

好爱你你和妈妈还有奶奶姐姐，但是这个世界真的好残酷，我想不到一点童年的快乐和长大后的快乐，只知道穷，要好好挣钱，看到这封信的时候，我应该已经死了，要是没死的话，你们都装做不知道，要是死了看下面的

不要告诉奶奶，不让她伤心，我真的好爱这个世界，好多地方还没有起，还没有看过海，看过大草原，我真的好留恋，但是生活一直在折磨我，我一直在装笑，真的有的时候突然就心好冷，全身上下都好难受，生活折磨我，我对她付出所有的温柔仍然激不起浪花，我也想治愈自己，我想不到一点开心的，哪怕是一点点就好，可是在我童年里没有，哪怕是爷爷，子辕和范尧做错的事情最多就笑笑，我做错一点就一直吵我，我尽力在让你们所有人都开心，我做不到，我做不到啊！，

Dear myself in 2023,

Hello. I wonder how you’ve been. Did you survive till this day where you again would see this letter? Because if you didn’t, I just wasted 3 hours of my precious life planning and writing this letter. Life is so full of the unexpected, and it is this unexpected that composed history. Ourstory.

I guess I can’t really give you any advice, because you’re older and more mature, and you know me so well that you already memorized all the advices that you gave yourself. Even though sometimes you don’t follow it. But I do have some wishes as well as recommendations for you. I do wish that you could keep participating in politics, even if what you believe doesn’t have the support of almost all the other people. Don’t give up on learning history and philosophy, they may be tricky at times. Another thing I wish you would do is to explore the wild more, maybe you’ll even find another nest of birds like you did in the Spring of 2018. Enjoy the beauty of the wild and learn about those plants and animals. Do some research and keep on filling in those blank presentations of the species of living things. Another very important thing is logic. Your dad has said this several times in your life already, “A woman without logic is very scary,” and what he said is true. You should be more logical, and I’m sure, by your time, at your age, you would’ve known exactly what he meant. Or at least I hope so.

So, how is 《Walking Toward Sunrise》, or is it another name now? Were you able to finish it before graduation? I’m on chapter 5 right now, and I wonder what process you are in. It seems kind of daunting even just to think it getting published before graduation, which you probably won’t. But my goal when I started this “book” (not really a book) in 6th grade is to finish it before highschool ends. And I hope you still remember why you start writing this book. I’ll get really mad if you quit in the middle. The same for piano.

   I know you’ll be sad to leave piano behind (especially when Mr.Brown is such a good teacher), but let me remind you that one door closed means more doors opened. Now you can focus even more on your one and only career. As my dad said multiple time, “In our lives, our energy and time are limited, and we cannot do everything. So we have to choose wisely between things that we like to do and prevent learning everything and failing all of them. You have to focus on one thing and be good at it.” To me, piano was always something fun, and I can’t imagine a life without a musical touch. Piano has always been my pride, and something fun. But just like what my father said, I need to choose what’s even more important to me, a thing that is more important to my future.

My image of future for right now is full of sunlight, especially thinking how I’ll succeed and plan my life ahead. But recently I looked at a song called《青春纪》, in there was this sentence, “Admit it, under the same sky, not every flower will bloom.” And I instantly thought about my future. Some people would fail and some succeed, and yes, not every flower would bloom brightly in the same, warm sunshine. And I might be one of the flowers that couldn’t bloom. I’m still confident right now that I’ll have a bright future, but it doesn’t erase the concerns that this world is unexpected. Who knows what’ll happen that would prevent me from “blooming”? So you need to do your best to limit each of the threats that could get you off track. Don’t let yourself blind you.

Last of all, I hope you keep in mind what’s your purpose of life. I hope you live on happily despite the hardships pressuring you. I hope that you have good grade and good manners. I hope you do what I said in my “This I Believe” speech, “As a part of the whole complex human society, just contribute something, something, even just a little, to our human society. To make sure the people around us can have a better life, to make sure the others and your descendants do not face the same hardships as you went through. Face, those, responsibilities.”

Wishes from your Younger Self,

Phillis Wan

 嗨，你好，一定很惊讶怎么会突然收到一封邮件吧。肯定已经忘了，我是十年前的黄光耀。
 现在的你刚刚迈入大学的校门，生活已经慢慢步入正轨，虽然和想象中悠闲的大学生活不一样，每天都很忙但同时也很充实。也有一点小问题，买了的字帖还没练，依旧不喜欢背单词，上课会玩手机，渴望谈恋爱，嘿嘿。
说一下我对你的愿望吧，但愿十年后的黄光耀读了很多书，能写一笔好字，能够熟练的掌握一门外语。可以应付得了上司，也能和下属相处得愉快，有点圆滑而又不惹人讨厌。有自己的小窝，养一只狗，可以小酌怡情，好友还在身边。愿你如鲜花鲜妍盛开，每天过得开心。
 好了就说到这里吧，总之我先相信你可以变得越来越好。爱你黄光耀